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Love and Happiness awaits at the end of the rainbow

Alexis — Wed, 17 Sep 2008 07:14:54 +0000

Every time the rain pours so heavy in this life
the aftermath of every darkness is a cloud with a silver light
and then the sun glows and dark clouds slowly disappear
the haze becomes clear as the rainbow appears…

Love and Happiness awaits at the end of the rainbow
Could it be true???

Do you think it’s true that we could find
the treasure of love like a pot of gold?
…that at the end of the rainbow tears run dry
and happiness will be�mine and�yours?

You said you’ll wait for me, I said I will do the same…
No matter how long it takes, no matter what fate may bring
But what if I won’t be able to make it back home?
If I’d end up at the end of the rainbow, will you come?

Title: Love and Happiness awaits at the end of the rainbow
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Love and Poetry Beyond Words

Love Waits

Alexis — Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:47:10 +0000

I am patient, I can wait
I can stand by you
whatever it takes�

but please…
don�t let me live in vain hope
Don�t measure my enduring love
and uncomplaining patience�

I am here, I am here
Just so you know
Just if you forget
I am here, I am here

I am never used to standing
and waiting for luck to pass me by

I am an active subject
I am the flying wind
I am the careless animal
living in the barren earth

but i can be patient
and I can wait
I can stand by you
whatever it takes�

because i care, I do�
and I’m waiting

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This poem is for those who are waiting for the one they love.

Title: Just Friends – Love Waits
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Love and Poetry Beyond Words

true love is…

Alexis — Fri, 01 Aug 2008 20:27:58 +0000

true love is like taking a walk in the elliptical

a journey in place – never ending

you can walk your fastest and even try to run..
but you can never run or walk away.

you stop, look around and you’re still there.
the same old place, same old faces
just a little exhausted – but refreshed

you rest for awhile…

and then you take that journey again
same journey over and over again,
still in the same place

still the same feeling, only stronger.

Title: True Love
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan

pencils and bleeding pens

Alexis — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 02:24:56 +0000

One night I woke up and found myself lying beside you
I could not help but stare at your beautiful face
I gathered my pencils, and started to trace
to capture your beauty in my sketch

…but it seems that my pencils failed
and my purpose defeated
for no matter how perfect my masterpiece is–
It’s still nothing compared to you…

I got my pen, and wrote down every possible words
that would best describe how beautiful you are
and how much love I feel for you

My pens bleed with words
and my brains with it….
But they died in the end – still a failure

My pencils and bleeding pens could never capture
and would never be able to describe
Your beauty and Love.

Nothing could.

Title: Pencils and Bleeding Pens
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan

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Alexis — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 02:01:31 +0000

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The Love Convict On Forbidden Love

Alexis — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 11:33:12 +0000

Many of us are love convicts, I admit being a major love convict. If loving were a crime, I’m probably the most wanted criminal in town, or who knows– in the whole wide world? I am guilty – guilty beyond reasonable doubt. I don’t mind though, because I’m happy loving someone. So happy that smile won’t leave my lips even when I’m asleep.

It’s normal for people to judge people, most especially if� they are engaged in what they call “FORBIDDEN LOVE“. But I guess, there’s no such thing as right or wrong when it comes to love. Wrong time perhaps, or wrong circumstance, for LOVE and loving itself could never be wrong.

On Forbidden Love

One of the hardest things to battle with in love, is loving someone who isn’t yours, or can’t be yours. But, the more difficult the struggle becomes, when that person loves you back just the same. – bittersweet collide

And I love the beautiful quote by the famous RM Rilke: “For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks; the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.”

Lastly, I just wanna share this song entitled, “ALL OVER ME”

I really love this song.

Lindsey Harper – All Over Me Lyrics

In the space between what�s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you.
All your fortresses go down in the night.
To the dawn I�ll see you through.

�Cause I know, that you know,
You�re all over me now.
And it�s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.

But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

The answers aren�t so easy to find,
The questions will have to do.
�Cause I�ve lost myself deep in your life,
My only fix is you.

�Cause I know, that you know,
You�re all over me now.
And it�s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.
But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

Saying what I am, what we are,
It�s a start towards the truth.
Taking my breath with each day,
All I can stand in my heart it�s you.

In the space between what�s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you�

love phoenix

Alexis — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:20:27 +0000

Hail to the Dark Love Phoenix!

Your kisses I could not seem to forget
I’ve never tasted anything as sweet as your lips
Embrace so warm I could not pull away
Without you I feel cold all night and day

My teardrops couldn’t help but dry up
before your beautiful smile
Your love is like a phoenix, burning like fire
the way you make my heart burn
with so much desire

Your love is life breathed into my soul
When your heart is entwined with mine
I know, I am whole.

But when you’re away -
I feel nothing but emptiness
No matter how hard I try,
everything just seems to be meaningless

So, hold me close and never let go
Because life would not mean anything
without you.

Title: Love Phoenix – Hail to the Dark Love Phoenix!
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan

it's almost time

Alexis — Sun, 25 May 2008 02:01:08 +0000

I cry myself to tears every single night
coz am losing you.. losing you without a fight.
you’re not going, nor am I leaving
but we’re being torn apart

by time, fate, and circumstance

Every chance I get, I wrap myself around you
and tell you how much I love you,
hold you close like the day would never end
You’re just right here, so near yet so far
Coz it’s almost time..

It’s almost time to say goodbye, again
but this time, it might be for good
if not – how long will it take?
When will you be back in my arms again?
Maybe soon? maybe never!
Should I hope or should I despair?

I don’t know… We don’t know…

Days from now, I would no longer be able to hold you close like this…
and I wonder if you’d still hear me, when I say I love you in my mind
I wonder if you’d hear me every time I breathe your name into the air
I wonder if you’d know, you’re all I would be thinking of while we’re apart–

It’s almost time and it’s killing me –
I’ve long been dead, yet i am dying still, and dying over and over again
I will only come back to life the next time you’d light up my world
with your smile and your love – ’til then I guess….
or maybe not…

Title: It’s almost time
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love Poetry

on moving forward

Alexis — Thu, 15 May 2008 03:11:03 +0000

I’ve always had a hard time when it comes to moving forward and moving on. I’m not quite sure if I’m ready, Well, there’s no such thing as a “sure thing” in this life anyways.. I guess I must try to do so, and give my best shot, otherwise I might get stuck forever. According to Mary Manin Morrissey;

“Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.”

I guess that’s what I’ve been doing the whole time. I’ve been wanting to get further and take things to a whole new level and move forward, but so much is holding me back from doing so. From this day onward, I’ll try to change my way of thinking and my perspective toward things and life. Like what I’ve said in my previous post, I’m now learning the art of staying and thinking positive. I know I can move on, I just need to take one step at a time.

Torn in Between

Alexis — Mon, 12 May 2008 17:46:18 +0000

Forbidden Love

I’ve never met anyone like you, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. If only I knew you’d come, I would’ve waited for you. No one has ever loved me the way that you do. How I wish there’s a way to make things work between us. I want us to be more than just this….

I love you even if it’s not right. Even if ours is a love– forbidden. You mean everything to me but we can’t be. If only I had a choice, I would choose to be with you more than anyone else, but I have to do what I must. I have already promised myself to someone. If only I could follow my heart and do what I really want… I would choose to spend the rest of my life and forever with you, but I am left without a choice.

(….and I love you whether it’s wrong or right, and though I can’t be with you tonight, my heart is always by your side - If you’re not the one, daniel beddingfield)

I may be with him/her but you know that you have my heart, and my life would never be complete without you. I would only be truly happy when the time comes that we can be together.

True – Ryan Cabrera Music Code

On The Other Side

A: I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done wrong, I never meant to hurt you – it just happened.

B : We can still work it out and stay together. I just want you to know that I love you in spite and despite of all the mistakes you’ve committed… I love you, I don’t want to lose you. I will never leave you and I will never let you go – ever.

A: I love you too… ugh (but I don’t think I can love you as much as I used to or make things stay the way they used to be, but I will try… So much has changed between us. I love you but I love her/him more…)

Now, let me ask you something.
What hurts more?

A love so right at the wrong time,
or loving and being with someone –
who loves someone else more than he/she loves you?

Title: Torn in Between – What hurts more?
� 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love