Love By Way of Deception

Mar 14 2009 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

Love and Deception

One mistake that ruined it all
One night of untamed lust and passion
turned all my dreams into an endless nightmare
One day of pseudo-love, and complete surrender to the arms of the enemy
A condition in exchange of complete freedom — has become a prison forever
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Love and Happiness awaits at the end of the rainbow

Sep 17 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

Every time the rain pours so heavy in this life
the aftermath of every darkness is a cloud with a silver light
and then the sun glows and dark clouds slowly disappear
the haze becomes clear as the rainbow appears…

Love and Happiness awaits at the end of the rainbow
Could it be true??? Continue Reading »

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Love Waits

Sep 07 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

I am patient, I can wait
I can stand by you
whatever it takes…

but please…
don’t let me live in vain hope
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true love is…

Aug 01 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

true love is like taking a walk in the elliptical

a journey in place – never ending

you can walk your fastest and even try to run..
but you can never run or walk away.

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pencils and bleeding pens

Jun 30 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

One night I woke up and found myself lying beside you
I could not help but stare at your beautiful face
I gathered my pencils, and started to trace
to capture your beauty in my sketch

…but it seems that my pencils failed
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The Love Convict On Forbidden Love

Jun 21 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

Many of us are love convicts, I admit being a major love convict. If loving were a crime, I’m probably the most wanted criminal in town, or who knows– in the whole wide world? I am guilty – guilty beyond reasonable doubt. I don’t mind though, because I’m happy loving someone. So happy that smile won’t leave my lips even when I’m asleep.

It’s normal for people to judge people, most especially if  they are engaged in what they call “FORBIDDEN LOVE. But I guess, there’s no such thing as right or wrong when it comes to love. Wrong time perhaps, or wrong circumstance, for LOVE and loving itself could never be wrong.

On Forbidden Love

One of the hardest things to battle with in love, is loving someone who isn’t yours, or can’t be yours. But, the more difficult the struggle becomes, when that person loves you back just the same. – bittersweet collide

And I love the beautiful quote by the famous RM Rilke: “For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks; the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.”

Lastly, I just wanna share this song entitled, “ALL OVER ME

I really love this song.

Lindsey Harper – All Over Me Lyrics

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you.
All your fortresses go down in the night.
To the dawn I’ll see you through.
‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.

But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

The answers aren’t so easy to find,
The questions will have to do.
‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life,
My only fix is you.

‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.
But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

Saying what I am, what we are,
It’s a start towards the truth.
Taking my breath with each day,
All I can stand in my heart it’s you.

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you…

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love phoenix

Jun 05 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

Hail to the Dark Love Phoenix!

Your kisses I could not seem to forget
I’ve never tasted anything as sweet as your lips
Embrace so warm I could not pull away
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it's almost time

May 25 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

I cry myself to tears every single night
coz am losing you.. losing you without a fight.
you’re not going, nor am I leaving
but we’re being torn apart

by time, fate, and circumstance

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on moving forward

May 15 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

I’ve always had a hard time when it comes to moving forward and moving on. I’m not quite sure if I’m ready, Well, there’s no such thing as a “sure thing” in this life anyways.. I guess I must try to do so, and give my best shot, otherwise I might get stuck forever. According to Mary Manin Morrissey;

“Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.”

I guess that’s what I’ve been doing the whole time. I’ve been wanting to get further and take things to a whole new level and move forward, but so much is holding me back from doing so. From this day onward, I’ll try to change my way of thinking and my perspective toward things and life. Like what I’ve said in my previous post, I’m now learning the art of staying and thinking positive. I know I can move on, I just need to take one step at a time.

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Torn in Between

May 12 2008 Published by Alexis under Bittersweet Love

Forbidden Love

I’ve never met anyone like you, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. If only I knew you’d come, I would’ve waited for you. No one has ever loved me the way that you do. How I wish there’s a way to make things work between us. I want us to be more than just this….

I love you even if it’s not right. Even if ours is a love– forbidden. You mean everything to me but we can’t be. If only I had a choice, I would choose to be with you more than anyone else, but I have to do what I must. I have already promised myself to someone. If only I could follow my heart and do what I really want… I would choose to spend the rest of my life and forever with you, but I am left without a choice.

(….and I love you whether it’s wrong or right, and though I can’t be with you tonight, my heart is always by your side - If you’re not the one, daniel beddingfield)

I may be with him/her but you know that you have my heart, and my life would never be complete without you. I would only be truly happy when the time comes that we can be together.

True – Ryan Cabrera Music Code

On The Other Side

A: I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done wrong, I never meant to hurt you – it just happened.

B : We can still work it out and stay together. I just want you to know that I love you in spite and despite of all the mistakes you’ve committed… I love you, I don’t want to lose you. I will never leave you and I will never let you go – ever.

A: I love you too… ugh (but I don’t think I can love you as much as I used to or make things stay the way they used to be, but I will try… So much has changed between us. I love you but I love her/him more…)


Now, let me ask you something.
What hurts more?

A love so right at the wrong time,
or loving and being with someone –
who loves someone else more than he/she loves you?

Title: Torn in Between – What hurts more?
© 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love

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