I cry myself to tears every single night
coz am losing you.. losing you without a fight.
you’re not going, nor am I leaving
but we’re being torn apart

by time, fate, and circumstance

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I’ve always had a hard time when it comes to moving forward and moving on. I’m not quite sure if I’m ready, Well, there’s no such thing as a “sure thing” in this life anyways.. I guess I must try to do so, and give my best shot, otherwise I might get stuck forever. According to Mary Manin Morrissey;

“Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life.”

I guess that’s what I’ve been doing the whole time. I’ve been wanting to get further and take things to a whole new level and move forward, but so much is holding me back from doing so. From this day onward, I’ll try to change my way of thinking and my perspective toward things and life. Like what I’ve said in my previous post, I’m now learning the art of staying and thinking positive. I know I can move on, I just need to take one step at a time.

Forbidden Love

I’ve never met anyone like you, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. If only I knew you’d come, I would’ve waited for you. No one has ever loved me the way that you do. How I wish there’s a way to make things work between us. I want us to be more than just this….

I love you even if it’s not right. Even if ours is a love– forbidden. You mean everything to me but we can’t be. If only I had a choice, I would choose to be with you more than anyone else, but I have to do what I must. I have already promised myself to someone. If only I could follow my heart and do what I really want… I would choose to spend the rest of my life and forever with you, but I am left without a choice.

(….and I love you whether it’s wrong or right, and though I can’t be with you tonight, my heart is always by your side - If you’re not the one, daniel beddingfield)

I may be with him/her but you know that you have my heart, and my life would never be complete without you. I would only be truly happy when the time comes that we can be together.

True – Ryan Cabrera Music Code

On The Other Side

A: I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done wrong, I never meant to hurt you – it just happened.

B : We can still work it out and stay together. I just want you to know that I love you in spite and despite of all the mistakes you’ve committed… I love you, I don’t want to lose you. I will never leave you and I will never let you go – ever.

A: I love you too… ugh (but I don’t think I can love you as much as I used to or make things stay the way they used to be, but I will try… So much has changed between us. I love you but I love her/him more…)

Now, let me ask you something.
What hurts more?

A love so right at the wrong time,
or loving and being with someone –
who loves someone else more than he/she loves you?

Title: Torn in Between – What hurts more?
© 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love

The smile won’t leave my face
and words that escape from my lips
are words of love, of happiness
…of Me and You

I can’t seem to find the right words
to describe this feeling…

So, let me simply say
that it’s a happy day!

© 2007-2008 Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love

How Can I

For the past few days I’ve been trying
to look at things from a different perspective.
But, something just won’t stop haunting me.
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After all that we’ve been through,
after all has been said that’s true
We remain Just Friends –
‘coz things are the way they are
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Here I am, Stranded in thoughts of us.. of You
I’m trying to cope though…

I guess I just need to try even harder.

I miss you… I really do.

I wanted to write you a letter, but this is all that I could come up with.
Please lend me your ears, and open your heart even just for a lil while….

Title: Stranded
© 2007-2008 BittersweetCollide.com – Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan

Just let me be like this…

I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
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