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Forbidden Love
I’ve never met anyone like you, I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. If only I knew you’d come, I would’ve waited for you. No one has ever loved me the way that you do. How I wish there’s a way to make things work between us. I want us [...]

The smile won’t leave my face
and words that escape from my lips
are words of love, of happiness
…of Me and You
I can’t seem to find the right words
to describe this feeling…
So, let me simply say
that it’s a happy day!
© 2007-2008 Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan

I’m grounded right now. I can’t go anywhere and the doctor said that I need complete bed rest. I guess there’s really no need to be told I’m grounded, because I am most of the time. Three days ago, I just had a short time out with Kuya(big bro) Karl and it rained really hard. [...]

There’s a reason and season for everything
When you’re living in a season
and that season is done
When the spring has past
and summer won’t last
From green to red -
and yellow seeming-like-gold
the leaves start to fall
then everything grows dreary and dull…
When you’re living for a reason
and that reason is gone
tears start falling while your heart’s breaking
but there’s nothing [...]

After all that we’ve been through,
after all has been said that’s true
We remain Just Friends
- Because things are the way they are
But…
No one seems to believe that, why?
Can they see the tears falling down from our eyes?
Can they see the pain that’s cutting us up inside?
Can they feel how hurt our hearts with love denied?
Can [...]

Here I am, Stranded in thoughts of us.. of You
I’m trying to cope though…
I guess I just need to try even harder.
I miss you… I really do.
I wanted to write you a letter, but this is all that I could come up with.
Please lend me your ears, and open your heart even just for a [...]

I smile, I hide, and cry so hard inside
I look up, trying to find the light
I ask, I scream, I drift into a dream
a dream of us together–
a dream of us one day
I thirst, I crave, I beg
for time not to go away
the only time we have left
in each other’s arms to stay
I am chained [...]

Tears rushing down your cheeks asking why do I have to go
I said it’s something that if you can’t, then I must do.
People in pain, are cursing me bone marrow-deep
Wishing me chaotic thoughts and nightmares in my sleep
We would be endlessly thrown with hurtful words
piercing through us like daggers and swords
Someone might even be hoping, [...]

Just let me be like this…
I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
weaker than I thought possible
Don’t mind me, Don’t worry too much. I guess I’ll get used to it,
I know I’ll get through this somehow
I can make it through..
trust me…
I’m [...]

You said I got you with the first hello
But, Is that really so?
Because I think It started with Goodbye
Do you wanna know why?
Everybody says hello, anytime of the day
It’s been a normal thing that everyone would say
But it was when you said goodbye
that my heart started to feel this way
It all started when you said [...]