The smile won’t leave my face
and words that escape from my lips
are words of love, of happiness
…of Me and You
I can’t seem to find the right words
to describe this feeling…
So, let me simply say
that it’s a happy day!
© 2007-2008 Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love
I’m grounded right now. I can’t go anywhere and the doctor said that I need complete bed rest. I guess there’s really no need to be told I’m grounded, because I am most of the time. Three days ago, I just had a short time out with Kuya(big bro) Karl and it rained really hard. It was weird coz the weather was steaming hot when we went out. He just wanted to test ride my new bike. When we were on our way home, the rain suddenly poured really hard that we were dripping when we got home. My mom got really upset, but it was fun. I had fever since that night and until now, and frequent asthma attacks again. My mom is even thinking of taking me to the hospital again, an idea that I completely detest. I hate staying at the hospital.
(Sigh) Talking about having a hard time breathing, this is one of those times. Anyway, I have Mac around to play with while everyone is out. But, I can’t really have him around that much because of my asthma. Although Mac is always trying to find a way to get near me, then he starts doing that “meow, meow” and looks at me in the eye as if saying pick me up. I can’t help but pet him and stroke his head when he starts kneading my leg and rub his cheek against it. I hate having asthma.. (sigh)
I’m feeling a bit woozy now. I haven’t really slept much in the past few weeks. I guess it’s also one of the reasons why my resistance is getting really low and I get sick so easily. I guess I’ll just hit my bed first, close my eyes and try to get some sleep.
No poems for now, I will try to post a new one perhaps in a couple of days. I hope you guys won’t get tired of reading my posts. Thanks!
And to the one I love… The following lines in the Song “If you’re not the one” by daniel beddingfield goes out to you…
I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
© 2007-2008 Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Forbidden Love
There’s a reason and season for everything
When you’re living in a season
and that season is done
When the spring has past
and summer won’t last
From green to red -
and yellow seeming-like-gold
the leaves start to fall
then everything grows dreary and dull… Continue Reading »
It’s been awhile since I set-up this other blog and it’s only awhile ago that I got to take notice of it again. I’ve been reading through my posts and they made me smile. It made me miss Aidan. Who’s Aidan? Well Aidan is an “it”. This blog, bittersweetcollide. I know that sounds crazy but yes, my blog does have a name. I’ve decided to work on my conversations with Aidan again. Perhaps that would help me a lot especially right now. I was so surprised because Aidan has PR3 now and to think that I have forgotten about it. Well not completely but intentionally, for some stupid reasons. After all, Aidan stayed alive and is just waiting for me to open up again.
I have mentioned Ice to you on my last blog. Do you have an idea just who this character is huh Aidan? I know It wasn’t such a good introduction since I have mentioned the name along with negativity in the air, but to be fair enough, let me introduce Ice from a different perspective.
Why the name? I just remembered friends calling Ice that way in the past and even today. Ice is a lover, a friend and a teacher at the same time. Sometimes I consider this person as a sibling that I never had.
Ice and I have been in a relationship for quite awhile now, just a few more years and it’s like being together for almost half of our lives. But sad to say that we are in a hanging status now, hanging in a sense that we don’t know if it should still be us or not. Although we both know that what we have is still there. I know that’s quite confusing but that’s the way it is. I am confused about that status myself, but it’s my idea so… Yeah I know sometimes my ideas are insane and blurry, but what can I do?
with all due emo-ness
It’s been a few days. I’m sorry if it seemed like I have neglected you, We both know it’s not true. It’s just that I had to settle a lot of things with square head and the rest of the gang. I had to deal with Ice as well. Love seems to be hard on me these days. Endless arguments and tears, What’s new? I wanted to spare you from that with all due emo-ness. I want you to be a happy blog Aidan, as happy as can be. But I know there’ll come a time that I wouldn’t be able to shield you from all my emotions especially pain, suffering, tears, fears, heart break. I have not introduced you to those yet. I guess there’s isn’t such a thing as a nice way to let you get to know them, and as much as possible I would want you to learn of them in the most natural way. Hopefully, even if one day I would be talking to you about nothing but those, you’d still emerge as one happy blog in the end, and we can talk about almost anything, but right now I have to take care of my degree programs. So long for now Aidan, til next time
To wear or not to wear?
I’m talking about Jeans, which reminds me of Panda. lol. Yeah, Panda of b-cat if you could remember. Ok back to my wardrobe issue, I just bought a pair of soft and comfy jeans when in fact I would’ve bought the more appropriate slacks to wear. ha-ha. I know it’s crazy, but you see Aidan, I don’t want to attend that ceremony. So, tell me if I’m bad or not. I’m planning to do something else and dress up inappropriately, then perhaps they would be calling to ask where I am, then I would tell them I completely forgot and then they would be aware that I am doing something else. Upon knowing so, they wouldn’t be able to force me to join them. And if they do, upon seeing me and my get-up, they would likely suggest for me to change, but since there isn’t much time, they would agree to let me go. What do you think? Brilliant idea isn’t it? I know it’s mean, evil and immature Aidan, but what other choice have I got left? Tell me.
H2O Fueled
water, water, and more water! I’m talking about my increased water intake lately due to my side has been aching like hell again. Why do pain seems to love me Aidan? Why?
I just woke up, I dreamt that I was drowning. Perhaps it’s the side effects of drinking too much water. What do you think?
Hopefully, this throbbing pain would go away soon, otherwise I would be staying inside this mundane asylum of mine until I am fit to go out and face face the world again.
