I wonder if someone is out there to catch me coz I’m falling and this time I’m about to hit the sharp precipice of life head and chest on. How I wish there’s fall protection in love, you fall but you don’t break and get crashed when there is no one to catch you anymore, and the one you love is gone.
Hmm, I know that sounds cheesy, but really now, how I wish I never broke my guards down. At least, I would still come out of the situation unbruised. But, it’s too late for that now. Besides, when you’re in that situation, it’s so hard to think, all you can do is feel and flel, and you even loose control of those emotions. Now, can someone tell me loving isn’t strange?

Now you think you know, later you’ll find out you don’t, and worst you find yourself lost, wandering, and estranged. Constant unexpected changes and surprises, bitter and sweet — that’s what life is filled with. Actually, that’s what life is all about…
Everything is inevitable, so when you have it or you’re in a most favorable and happy situation, you gotta make the most out of it, because once it’s gone you’ll regret that you let the chance pass without giving your all, but if you did give it your everything — you have a lot of happy times to reminisce and treasure for the rest of your days.
We don’t get an assurance for anything, don’t you wish that it was easy as getting an insurance online to make things permanent, or to have a back-up just in case life needs some troubleshooting? Again, everything in life is inevitable, so don’t just sit there and think life is going to be easy tomorrow just because it is now. Or of it’s hard now, try to at least find a way to make things better tomorrow. It won’t be easy.. I know.

This week and the previous is full of sudden twists and turns, from the way people are, to the weather, and even some things that was expected to be a sure thing suddenly took a three hundred sixty degree turn. Well, I guess that is life’s true essence… eternal change.

I just hope that the weather will be fine soon so I can go out without having to take a ride to buy some of my necessities. The heavy rain pours and the flooded roads is making it hard for me to go to the nearby market. I also need to buy extra water supply just in case the weather continues to worsen. I’ve got no ukf8001axx to treat the water supply here, and I don’t wanna compromise. I’ve had a lot of bad tummy times coz of eating food that was prepared using the water here, and I want no more of that. I guess I’ll wait till the rain stops even just for awhile and take the chance to refill.

I’m on my journey to nowhere land coz I don’t know where I’m headed to, all I know is I gotta walk away and take a vacation from myself. Yeah, I need to hide from my own consciousness, because the more I know what’s inside my heart and mind, the more I can’t move on.

I have to go away,  I wanna get lost from being lost, and with that, I don’t know how I’d ever find myself again. But if someone cares to find me one day, gotta track me down,  and maybe a gps device powered with genuine and unconditional love and acceptance would help. Otherwise, better leave me lost until I find my way back home.

Hmm, makes me wonder where home is. Country road, take me home, to a place, I belong…. South Africa, maybe?

Taking a vacation off from work is kind of hard, most especially if you work in a hospital. Well, that’s the thing about living in a fast paced life in a city that never sleeps. Uncle Simeon spent almost all his life in New York after he graduated in college. He got married there to a co-nurse and have kids whom he also raised with the same lifestyle. They say it’s really hard, because you don’t get to spend much time with your family except during holidays. The last time they visited was when I was still in high school, and that was years back, because instead of going home, they rather go to another state to spend their vacation to avoid long travels.

Lately, they plan to spend their Christmas with his wife’s parents in Florida, but I guess they would be going there a week before and probably staying in a hotel.  I hope they’d get to grab orlando hotel deals that would not be too heavy on the pockets and enjoy their vacation. I guess they really need some time away and relax, because I’ve heard that Uncle’s work has been really stressful lately, and the cold weather in New York is not really helping. Maybe he just needs to relax and unwind, maybe get pampered in a spa and get a massage too especially because they stand most of the time and keep doing rounds in the hospital which strains their legs a lot. Both Uncle Simeon and his wife truly deserves a good Christmas break.

With Christmas fast approaching, I’m already thinking about what gift to give my Lola. Actually it’s also more of a peace offering thing, since we sort of had a little friction recently due to some matters. I actually get her point, it’s just thta I’d rather do things otherwise for some personal reasons, and I’m just hoping that she’d find in in her heart to still understand. She’s been the most understanding grandma in the whole wide universe.

Contemporary Jewelry would probably be a nice gift for my Lola since she sort of have a collection of jewelry that’s been handed down from generations to generations by her great grand parents. I know I don’t have enough right now, but I hope I can find a way to give her a great gift this Christmas. I love my Lola dearly and I know that she knows that no matter what happens, that will never change.

Ho! Ho! Ho! Can you hear Santa yet? I guess he’s now roaming all over the world looking for the kids who behaved well this year who will make it to his Chritmas list. Christmas is just around the corner and every home is starting to get lit up with colorful series lights, and people are buying their artificial christmas tree and other Christmas decors.
Christmas season is also a great way to do a good turn. Artificial Christmas trees replacing the real ones is an environment-friendly move, because if we keep cutting trees every Christmas season — it will take a long time before we get to grow new ones.

I wonder if there are still those who do it, and if there are people who continue to cut trees, I hope they will start using artificial ones instead and support the drive to plant more trees during spring season instead and support the drive to stop climate change.

The Tuxedo is one of my most favorite movies of all time. Not only because it starred Jackie Chan who is one of my most favorite movie action heroes, or because of the uber pretty Jennifer Love Hewitt, but because the movie was really hilarious. I even fancied what if I happen to find that mens tuxedo that does wonders. Hmm… I guess it will be totally great, however, no one can beat the funny expressions in Jackie’s face.

I wonder when Jackie Chan will do another funny movie similar to The Tuxedo. I am surely looking forward to it. I wonder what it would be this time, hmm, perhaps something funny mixed with magic would be perfect. Action stunts is already given because all Jackie Chan movies won’t be complete without the funny moves.

Not a lot right now makes sense to me
And it wont go quietly
Not a lot right now makes sense to me
And it wont sit patiently

Im gonna chase my dreams and catch up to them
Im gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day

First Day Of The Rest Of My Life by Cinderella Story

First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already

I dont want to spend the rest of my life alone
Wheres life taking me?
I dont want to spend the rest of my life alone
Always traveling

Im gonna chase my dreams and catch up to them
Im gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day

First Day Of The Rest Of My Life Lyrics by Cinderella Story

First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already

I wanna love my job
I wanna love my life
But most of all, I wanna fall in love

First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already

First Day Of The Rest Of My Life Lyrics by Cinderella Story

Mar and Korina’s wedding is over. It was definitely an elegant occasion, an event that many high profiled individuals attended turned out to be more than just the wedding of the year in the Philippine politics as well as the media.

The men looked awesome in their barong tagalogs, while the women shone elegantly with their filipiniana inspired gowns that was enhanced by their accessories that really looked expensive with loose diamonds sparkling and shining as they graced the isle. But of course, who could be more elegant than the bride and groom themselves. I wish Senator Mar and the new Mrs. Korina Roxas a fruitful life.