wounded hearts’ masterpiece

I smile, I hide, and cry so hard inside
I look up, trying to find the light
I ask, I scream, I drift into a dream
a dream of us together–
a dream of us one day Continue Reading »

Capoeira [ka.pu.?ej.??] |s an Afro-Brazilian combination 0f martial arts, game, & dance created by enslaved Africans in Brazil dur|ng the 16th Century.  It has now become a new form of a physical fitness activity. Watch this Video Featuring An amazing Capoeira Fight.

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An amazing Capoeira Fight

My brother just graduated last 17th of March, same day as my older sister’s birthday. Now, I only have one sibling left who is still attending school, that’d be Shuei. She’s our youngest sibling and still an incoming sophomore student. We’ve been teasing her about going to college and all, and until now she still insist on becoming some fashion designer. If you happened to read my previous post about her fancying going to New York and all, well at her young age she seems serious about it. I just remembered it because awhile ago, I’ve been browsing through the web and found a realted topic, although its about fashion schools in california. Some people are giving their views about fashion schools in los angeles in particular. I was thinking with all those positive feedback, that might be another choice for Shuei, anyway it’d still be a few years before she decides. Who knows she might land in a fashion school in california and still be a successful fashion designer in New York, and the world. I know it’s kind of high for a dream, but I believe that little Shuei would be capable of achieving whatever is it that she dreams of.

I love you, Goodbye – Love and Letting Go Poem

Tears rushing down your cheeks asking why do I have to go
I said it’s something that if you can’t, then I must do.
People in pain, are cursing me bone marrow-deep
Wishing me chaotic thoughts and nightmares in my sleep Continue Reading »

Here’s a song by Rihanna, featuring Ne-Yo. This song has a special meaning to me.
So, I wanna share it to everyone just in case you guys can relate to the song,
and you’ve also experienced this kind of situation.

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Hate That I Love You Lyrics
Rihanna / Featuring: Ne-Yo

[Ne-Yo]
Yeaah,
Heyy, heyy.

[Rihanna]
That’s how much I love you (yeah),
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah),
And I can’t stand you,
Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
Can I not like you for a while.

[Both]
No!

[Ne-Yo]
But you won’t let me,
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips,
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset,
Can’t remember what you did.

[Both]
But I hate it!

[Rihanna]
You know exactly what to do,
So that I can’t stay mad at you for too long,
That’s wrong.

[Both]
But I hate it!

[Ne-Yo]
You know exactly how to touch,
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more,
Said I despise that I adore you.

[Rihanna]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah),
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you),
And I hate how much (yeah) I love you boy (ohh),
But I just can’t let you go,
And I hate that I love you so.

[Ne-Yo]
Ooh,
And you completely know the power that you have

(the power that you have),
The only one that makes me laugh.

[Rihanna]
Sad and it’s not fair,
How you take advantage of the fact that I (I),
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy),
And it just ain’t right.

[Ne-Yo]
And I hate how much I love you girl,
I can’t stand how much I need you (heyy yeah),
And I hate how much I love you girl,
But I just can’t let you go,
And I hate that I love you so.

[Both]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me,
And your kiss will make me weak,
But no one in this world,
Knows me the way you know me,
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me-eee.

[Ne-Yo]
Yeahhhhh,
Ohhhh ohhh,
Oh, yeah.

[Rihanna]
That’s how much I love you (much I need you),
That’s how nuch I need you (oooh),
That’s how much I love you (ohh),
That’s how much I need you.

[Both]
And I hate that I love you,
Sooooo!

[Rihanna]
And I hate how much I love you boy,
I can’t (heeey!) stand how much I (can’t stand how much I need you) need you,
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeeah ohh),
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you, no),
And I hate that I love you so.

[Both]
And I hate that I love you so, so-ooo.

Just let me be like this…

I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
weaker than I thought possible Continue Reading »

If you’re around Modesto area, you should know just which insurance company to trust. Many of them are popping out from nowhere like mushrooms after a heavy rain, Oh I have nothing against mushrooms, but just like them, not all mushrooms are yummy and safe. So we really have to know which to choose and what is safe not only for our pockets but also the right people and establishments whom we can entrust the inevitable to. No matter how careful we are when we drive sometimes there are circumstances and accidents that can’t be avoided. And no matter how much of a defensive driving skill you’ve got, some people out there just can’t help but be careless and reckless. Well, I have a happy news for car insurance modesto clients because competitive rates are being offered together with premium services. Isn’t that a good thing? Besides, the modesto car insurance industry is now starting to flourish, this is probably their way of saying thank you to everyone especially clients who patronizes cheap car insurance modesto local providers. And of course, to those who are still trying to choose from unknown mushrooms out there, it’s about time you try to look carefully and choose only the right insurance provider for you. It’s hard to regret things in the end.

I’ve got to get you into my life
Because I’ve got to get you into my head
I’ve got to get the feeling
That somethings going right

The rain keeps coming down
When it rains it pours my baby
I don’t want to be
Soaked in these blues no more

There’s something honest in love
Something even more in your touch
Something in the way
That life deals out your hand
I’ll hand you everything that I’ve ever had
Because you’re everything that I’ll ever need
The street light burns away inside of me

It’s hard to breath and it’s hard to feel you
It’s tough to go on thinking
You’ll be away from me and
I can’t see you tonight
Cause I don’t want to lose your trust
It’s hard to look back at the face
That’s treating me so bad

I’ve got to get you into my life
Nothings ever felt so right
There’s something going on inside of me
Such a wonderful life
The way the sunshines, bright on your face
There’s something honest in everything you touch

It’s hard to breath and it’s hard to feel you
It’s tough to go on thinking
You’ll be away from me and
I can’t see you tonight
Cause I don’t want to lose your trust
It’s hard to look back at the face
That’s treating me so bad

This post was submitted by Will Sokolowski 

A new friend named Will e-mailed me and said he is interested in writing for this blog, and since I’m opening Aidan to making new friends, I have made this special side of my blog for submitted entries. If you want to become one of Aidan’s new friends, you’re most welcome here!