I smile, I hide, and cry so hard inside
I look up, trying to find the light
I ask, I scream, I drift into a dream
a dream of us together–
a dream of us one day
I thirst, I crave, I beg
for time not to go away
the only time we have left
in each other’s arms to stay
I am chained — unchained
but never will be free
Our names are called by love
and we answer every time
But all that we could say,
only time will tell, only time.
I know this picture is such a blur
even eyes wide open …

Tears rushing down your cheeks asking why do I have to go
I said it’s something that if you can’t, then I must do.
People in pain, are cursing me bone marrow-deep
Wishing me chaotic thoughts and nightmares in my sleep

Just let me be like this…
I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
weaker than I thought possible
Don’t mind me, Don’t worry too much. I guess I’ll get used to it,
I know I’ll get through this somehow
I can make it through..
trust me…
I’m not wasting all the things that I have learned from you,
coz if it’s just like that, I don’t know where I’ll be right now
Perhaps out there wasting my life somewhere,
or worse, I’d be gone forever
but …