… more than anything and anyone in this world,
I love you with all that I am.
My heart may bleed,
but it bleeds because of loving too much
and I would never regret loving you this much ever,
because it’s all worth it. Continue Reading »
You came and you’ve seen through me, and I guess I did the same thing for you too. But, what we thought was nothing turned out to be something more than we could possibly think of. Something that from the start until the end, we weren’t able to and still could not define. I guess it’s even more than just the typical feeling of falling for someone. Because I realized that I’ve never really fallen in love with you. Perhaps it’s the same reason why there’s no way possible for me to ever fall out of love for you.
Like what I’ve been telling you over and over again. It’s not something that was brought about by anything, no reasons, it just happened. It’s like something that has always been there lying asleep locked up inside me, and you awakened and unlock it when you came. But everything happened at the wrong time and at a wrong circumstance and so it has to take a halt, and we MUST do the right thing. It’s impossible to let love walk away, so a beloved has to. I guess now that I need to let you walk away from me, I could only say thank you for coming to my life, and for making such a huge change in all of my being.
My forbidden love… My bittersweet symphony…
Somewhere, some other time, if not in this lifetime then maybe in the next. When everything is right, I will see you there and I would never let you walk away from me again.
I just wanna be at the beach,
where dawn kisses the morning
and love is always on a high tide,
I just wanna be at the beach,
where our hearts at peace resides. Continue Reading »
Loneliness by Rainer Maria Rilke
Translated by Robert Bly
Being apart and lonely is like rain.
It climbs toward evening from the ocean plains;
from flat places, rolling and remote, it climbs
to heaven, which is its old abode.
And only when leaving heaven drops upon the city. Continue Reading »
