“I hate that feeling, when you feel hungry, but you don’t want any food you see, and you can’t figure out what food you want, and you don’t think it even exists, but then you realize that what you only want is the person you’re missing.”

Someone who laughs at your jokes, even if they are not funny and downright corny or plain. Someone who would agree to your wildest, craziest, and sometimes criminally inclined ideas. Someone who knocks you off your feet, while lifting your soul up to cloud 9.

I have… almost, but not quite.

Because although it seems like we’re a perfect match, we turned out to be  the perfect representation of the saddest love stories Math has ever told…

Of parallel lines, who were never meant to meet. Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever. And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer, but could never be together.

and after all the complexities, when all is said and done, it all boils down to one thing — Love.

I’ve always thought that this was a perfect wedding song.

Imagine the sun is about to set… the bride on barefoot, wearing a light, simple white dress, walking in the fine white sand towards the groom.

This song is playing…

That’s how I’ve always wanted it to be like…

“Feels Like Home” By CHANTAL KREVIAZ

Somethin’ in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There’s somethin’ in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I’ve been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you’ve done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I belong

A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I’m alright, ’cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light

Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I’ve waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I’d love anyone so much

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I belong
It feels like I’m all the way back where I belong

One day, a girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty and he said no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough.

As she walked away,tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and …said…

You’re not pretty you’re beautiful. I don’twant to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away…I’d die…

?? ~~THE END~~??

Bittersweet Collision of what is and what’s not
of love and hate, of choices and fate…
Where shall this journey take my every step?

It was over and done, but never gone..

Whenever I feel this way, I always look up at the sky at night and look for at least one star where I could sigh all my cares in life, and it makes me feel better.

But during times like this when I feel so down, and it’s raining and the stars aren’t visible at all. It makes me wonder, what and who else I could turn to…

What if the time comes.. that one night that all the stars would fall, will  all my wishes be granted? Will all my worries and fears be washed away?

seeking solace in music to walk away from anxiety
currently listening to mozart, bach, and strauss
i remember the good old dj we used to listen to…
perhaps i need to forget the classics and listen to some jazz
but I will be thinking of you all the more…