Breathe… just breathe… relax… calm down, you’re going to be alright. Those are the things I often tell myself when I am not feeling fine. There are those times that I feel like I’m drowning deep inside, and feel like I have to swim up to the surface where I can breathe freely again.
With a medical condition like mine, it is quite normal to become breathless. I often experience feeling like I’m going to run out of air to breathe. Trust me, it is not a good feeling at all.
Sometimes, when it happens, I get scared and think, will this be my last? I cough out, inhale, exhale… and try to relax. The doctor told me, I should try to as much as possible get enough sleep everyday, but I only get about half the time of the necessary sleep needed.
I hope and pray that I get well soon, because there are a lot of things I still need and want to do in this life.
