thinking about christmas

As early as now I’m already thinking about Christmas and the gifts that I will buy for my friends and loved ones most especially for my baby. I already have a schedule for the surgery and that would be second week of December. My dad’s been working on the rescheduling after I backed out last September. I know, I could have done better and shouldn’t have gotten scared, but I was and I still am. However, I am now a little more prepared than I used to and I don’t regret the past months of just doing the things I want. Anyway, back to my Christmas thoughts, I’m thinking about giving sports gifts this time. Honestly, I think my baby would do better and could stay away from stress if she engage in sports while I’m away, until I reach my recovery stage. I’ve been suggesting things for her to do, although I know she still can’t help but worry. I am sad too, because I would love to spend Christmas with her, but it just can’t be. But I’m still wishing her and my family a merry Christmas even I would not be able to celebrate with them.