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Life is really cruel when you don’t have a way of finding enough funds to sustain your life, most especially when you need it so bad. I’m happy that my parents were responsible enough that they thought of saving up  funds for dark times like this. Even if they weren’t sure that this was going to happen, because no one  really had a clue until I was 17, that things will turn out really difficult for us. Perhaps I’m just lucky enough that my parents were prepared for this kind of situation, otherwise I would be one of those kids who just perished without a fight. My dad was wise enough to get us insurance when both health and life insurance rates were easy on the pocket, because it’s really helping us right now. I’m on a continuing medication and due for a very critical operation that has something to do with a very important organ in a human’s body. The broken part of me - my heart.

Although I don’t really feel that I am ready for it — just yet. Sometimes, I think I should just go on living each day and loving with a broken heart. Make the most out of my life until that day comes.

I am happy now… And I wanna stay happy this way.

Yeah, I know what you guys are going to say. It really is difficult. I’m just glad that my friends and relatives are also there to support me right now. I couldn’t thank them enough. Although I’m still in a dillema to either pursue it or not, given that I don’t really have much of a choice. All I know is that I would do anything to mend this broken part of me and be the healthy person I want to be.

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  • Monica said:

    I’ve been reading your blogs, and I never knew what was happening. I knew something… still don’t know exactly what.

    Something I wanna say though is I’m so glad I get to read your words, and thank you so much for commenting on mine.

    If you have a moment……. click on the link I have today, I got it from another blog and I absolutely loved it. Hope you do too…

    Hugs!

    Mon

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    Alexis Reply:
    September 7th, 2008 at 12:49 pm

    Thanks Monica. That was a great slideshow.. made me feel so much better

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  • Noel said:

    I laready link you in my blog. Please link me up too.

    Noels last blog post..Into the wild: AdSense for feeds

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    Alexis Reply:
    September 7th, 2008 at 12:50 pm

    thanks for the add, I reciprocated! :)

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  • nancy said:

    hi lex..you got a nice new them here…thanks for inviting me on your contest. Was trying to look and unfortunately, I wasn’t able to find it.. or am I just dumb..haha! Would be nice to have a glance of it.

    Thanks!!

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    Alexis Reply:
    September 7th, 2008 at 12:53 pm

    Thanks for checking out, no you’re not dumb it’s my bad, anyway I dropped ya another message on where to find it. :)

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  • onyxx said:

    i hope things turn out fine for you. good luck :). btw, i like the layout of this blog

    onyxxs last blog post..off to momarco

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  • zhoe wynz said:

    u change ur layout eh? :) thanks for visiting my blog ya.. hope to see more new poems :)

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  • jei said:

    lexie…well what can i say…take care and keep on living buddy!…take care of your heart… we miss you already…we love you lexie…

    jeis last blog post..happiness III

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    Lex Reply:
    September 12th, 2008 at 12:30 pm

    :) thx Jei….

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