it's almost time

I cry myself to tears every single night
coz am losing you.. losing you without a fight.
you’re not going, nor am I leaving
but we’re being torn apart

by time, fate, and circumstance

Every chance I get, I wrap myself around you
and tell you how much I love you,
hold you close like the day would never end
You’re just right here, so near yet so far
Coz it’s almost time..

It’s almost time to say goodbye, again
but this time, it might be for good
if not – how long will it take?
When will you be back in my arms again?
Maybe soon? maybe never!
Should I hope or should I despair?

I don’t know… We don’t know…

Days from now, I would no longer be able to hold you close like this…
and I wonder if you’d still hear me, when I say I love you in my mind
I wonder if you’d hear me every time I breathe your name into the air
I wonder if you’d know, you’re all I would be thinking of while we’re apart–

It’s almost time and it’s killing me –
I’ve long been dead, yet i am dying still, and dying over and over again
I will only come back to life the next time you’d light up my world
with your smile and your love – ’til then I guess….
or maybe not…

Title: It’s almost time
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