Grounded
May 5th, 2008 | By Alexis | Category: Bittersweet Love 
I’m grounded right now. I can’t go anywhere and the doctor said that I need complete bed rest. I guess there’s really no need to be told I’m grounded, because I am most of the time. Three days ago, I just had a short time out with Kuya(big bro) Karl and it rained really hard. It was weird coz the weather was steaming hot when we went out. He just wanted to test ride my new bike. When we were on our way home, the rain suddenly poured really hard that we were dripping when we got home. My mom got really upset, but it was fun. I had fever since that night and until now, and frequent asthma attacks again. My mom is even thinking of taking me to the hospital again, an idea that I completely detest. I hate staying at the hospital.
(Sigh) Talking about having a hard time breathing, this is one of those times. Anyway, I have Mac around to play with while everyone is out. But, I can’t really have him around that much because of my asthma. Although Mac is always trying to find a way to get near me, then he starts doing that “meow, meow” and looks at me in the eye as if saying pick me up. I can’t help but pet him and stroke his head when he starts kneading my leg and rub his cheek against it. I hate having asthma.. (sigh)
I’m feeling a bit woozy now. I haven’t really slept much in the past few weeks. I guess it’s also one of the reasons why my resistance is getting really low and I get sick so easily. I guess I’ll just hit my bed first, close my eyes and try to get some sleep.
No poems for now, I will try to post a new one perhaps in a couple of days. I hope you guys won’t get tired of reading my posts. Thanks!
And to the one I love… The following lines in the Song “If you’re not the one” by daniel beddingfield goes out to you…
I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
© 2007-2008 Where ends meet and BitterSweet Collide, Alexis meets Aidan
yeah, you should rest. as asthmatics we should know how to take care of ourselves so we can live a normal life. I am also like that I get sick easily when I lack sleep that’s why I sleep early. The weather’s been crazy noh! neway, u just rest get well soon =)
P.s. at least dropping entrecards is not tiring. it wont make us wheeze hahahaha
p.s.2 i also hate hospitals. as a kid because of asthma, i was confined in the middle of a coup during corey’s term and i also spent a christmas there.
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gahi ka gyud ug ulo lex, hehehehehe. ingat dude.
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Hi Alexis. Rest up and I hope you feel better soon.
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You Should REST. GET WELL SOON Lex.
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Thanks for the well wishes everyone! God Bless!
Get well soon… it is not good to be sick all the time.
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hope u will recover soon…
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did you draw that pic? That’s the guy from Death Note right? That’s L!
Keep writing and get well soon 
We will never get tired of your post, and your poems
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Thanks guys! I’m feeling much better now! and yeah that’s L of my fave “Deathnote”