Misery Loves Me
Just let me be like this…
I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
weaker than I thought possible
Don’t mind me, Don’t worry too much. I guess I’ll get used to it,
I know I’ll get through this somehow
I can make it through..
trust me…
I’m not wasting all the things that I have learned from you,
coz if it’s just like that, I don’t know where I’ll be right now
Perhaps out there wasting my life somewhere,
or worse, I’d be gone forever
but look at me…
I’m stranded as hell in the deep abyss
and I’m facing it and not running away from it…
this is probably my way of coping, i dunno….
…but I’m trying to cope… trying too hard even,
…but still misery gets the better of me at times
…but at least not all the time.
I know you want no buts and excuses.
You want hits, not near hits or hit misses
but I’m telling you… I’m telling you this now so please listen
I’m putting my best foot forward on this matter
and this is already the best I could give.
I’m sorry if it’s lousy, I am lousy and I am not afraid to admit it
I am not strong but I’m trying to be.
It’s just that I could get really weak and stupid at times
but believe me…
I’m trying to busy myself with things, everyone can tell,
I’m sorry if it’s too obvious that I’m not doing it well
I just couldn’t stop thinking about you…
I just couldn’t help but miss you too much.
Sometimes it gets too much more than my whole being could bear.
Misery Loves Me.
Misery keeps on trying to embrace me and I’m struggling to stay away from it.
I’m trying to defy it by faking a smile, but it just doesn’t seem to work.
So please… Just hold me close and I’ll be just fine.
Title: Misery Loves Me
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