Misery Loves Me

Mar 16th, 2008 | By Alexis | Category: Bittersweet Love, Composition, You Might Want to Read

Just let me be like this…

I don’t know why I’ve grown so weak and weary.
I’ve grown much weaker than I ever was in my entire life
weaker than I thought possible

Don’t mind me, Don’t worry too much. I guess I’ll get used to it,
I know I’ll get through this somehow
I can make it through..

trust me…

I’m not wasting all the things that I have learned from you,
coz if it’s just like that, I don’t know where I’ll be right now
Perhaps out there wasting my life somewhere,
or worse, I’d be gone forever

but look at me…
I’m stranded as hell in the deep abyss
and I’m facing it and not running away from it…

this is probably my way of coping, i dunno….
…but I’m trying to cope… trying too hard even,
…but still misery gets the better of me at times
…but at least not all the time.

I know you want no buts and excuses.
You want hits, not near hits or hit misses
but I’m telling you… I’m telling you this now so please listen

I’m putting my best foot forward on this matter
and this is already the best I could give.
I’m sorry if it’s lousy, I am lousy and I am not afraid to admit it

I am not strong but I’m trying to be.
It’s just that I could get really weak and stupid at times

but believe me…

I’m trying to busy myself with things, everyone can tell,
I’m sorry if it’s too obvious that I’m not doing it well
I just couldn’t stop thinking about you…
I just couldn’t help but miss you too much.
Sometimes it gets too much more than my whole being could bear.

Misery Loves Me.

Misery keeps on trying to embrace me and I’m struggling to stay away from it.
I’m trying to defy it by faking a smile, but it just doesn’t seem to work.
So please… Just hold me close and I’ll be just fine.

Title: Misery Loves Me
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  1. Rach (Heart of Rachel) (7 comments.) March 16th, 2008 6:24 am :

    This reminds me of the emotions I went through back when I was in College. It took time for me to heal but I did it.

    Thanks for sharing.

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  2. ev (2 comments.) March 16th, 2008 1:22 pm :

    nice one..

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  3. robert bourne (2 comments.) March 16th, 2008 3:39 pm :

    That hits home I have been there..

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  4. Zhoe wynz (12 comments.) March 16th, 2008 3:59 pm :

    another nice poem expressing what i feel.. :)
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  5. witchy (14 comments.) March 16th, 2008 8:37 pm :

    ~hugs~
    ur not alone….
    friends and family loves you as well.

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  6. witchy (14 comments.) March 18th, 2008 11:05 pm :

    DROPPING BY LEX…. KEEP ON SMILING AND GOD BLESS!!!

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  7. karmi (10 comments.) March 18th, 2008 11:55 pm :

    Misery keeps on trying to embrace me and I’m struggling to stay away from it.
    I’m trying to defy it by faking a smile, but it just doesn’t seem to work.
    So please… Just hold me close and I’ll be just fine.

    *hugs* Lex. panoorin mo na lang lagi ung vid ko para di ka na maging sad.. :) hehehe.. ^_^ mwah!

    karmi’s last blog post..random na naman.

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