Whenever I keep quiet, I just really need to
don’t get me talking because I couldn’t lie to you
but since you want to know then okay I will tell
my heart is broken and I am not feeling so well
You asked me if I’m having a hard time breathing
I said, It’s nothing, I’m perfectly fine
But deep inside I’m being ripped and torn
my heart is bleeding, screaming in silence
spirit slowly dying and I couldn’t help it
I know I’ve been acting strange lately
more than it’s hurting you, it’s ten times hurting me
I’m not trying to stay away from you, if you only know
every single second without you is an endless torture
– that’s the truth
I told myself I have to spend time with you less often
coz the more we bond, the more that I couldn’t live without you
I’m just trying to do as you said I should,
to be able to exist without depending my happiness on you.
For the past six months you became my whole life
The only one I think about each second that passes by
The moment I wake up it’s your face that I first see
and the last before I close my eyes at the end of the day
and now… I’m crying like a little kid
missing you too much like missing you forever
to think that it’s only been a day that we’re not together
How much more when you leave me behind?
How else will I be able to survive?
How can I last without talking to you?
When it’s your voice that I hear even when you’re not there…
I know you’d hate to hear those words from me
but that’s exactly how I feel right now
I love you, I really do...but our love is a love that is forbidden.
Title: sighs turned into words
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