sighs turned into words
Mar 3rd, 2008 | By Alexis | Category: Bittersweet Love, Composition, You Might Want to Read 
Whenever I keep quiet, I just really need to
don’t get me talking because I couldn’t lie to you
but since you want to know then okay I will tell
my heart is broken and I am not feeling so well
You asked me if I’m having a hard time breathing
I said, It’s nothing, I’m perfectly fine
But deep inside I’m being ripped and torn
my heart is bleeding, screaming in silence
spirit slowly dying and I couldn’t help it
I know I’ve been acting strange lately
more than it’s hurting you, it’s ten times hurting me
I’m not trying to stay away from you, if you only know
every single second without you is an endless torture
– that’s the truth
I told myself I have to spend time with you less often
coz the more we bond, the more that I couldn’t live without you
I’m just trying to do as you said I should,
to be able to exist without depending my happiness on you.
For the past six months you became my whole life
The only one I think about each second that passes by
The moment I wake up it’s your face that I first see
and the last before I close my eyes at the end of the day
and now… I’m crying like a little kid
missing you too much like missing you forever
to think that it’s only been a day that we’re not together
How much more when you leave me behind?
How else will I be able to survive?
How can I last without talking to you?
When it’s your voice that I hear even when you’re not there…
I know you’d hate to hear those words from me
but that’s exactly how I feel right now
Title: sighs turned into words
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lex you will be fine soon.
~~~ hugs from a friend~~~~
you are really Very VeRy intelligent. your words are perfectly wonderful(!!!)
God will show the two of you
the road to be happy.
(syensya na lex feeling close talaga ako agad haa.. i realized medyo di maayo akong mga words last time ( ~~~ulawa oi… pero ana gyud tingali OA gyud ko ai.. ganahan man ko kang Kris Gud..)-mamasol pa ang amew..luoyang kris aquino noon.
I’m praying for you ilabi na karun…. Smileee…. life is good no matter what.
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Thanks Lovielly… I hope lil Bien is perfectly well now.
I’m not sure what too say to make you feel better..but I hope that everything will go well for you.
btw, you changed adian’s look?
take care and God bless!
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Lalaine << I hope so too, I guess knowing that you wish me well is enough. and yeah I changed Aidan’s look.
so painful it seems… its really hard to let go… esp if you know that the person you are letting go…already belongs to you. We’re on the opposite side of the road.. You are trying to let go,someone you think is not for you…while I let go someone who is already mine…the only thing we have in common is the way we think … letting go is painful, but sometimes it is the best way to do.
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Well, either ways is painful. Like how the song goes, there’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart. Either you’re the one walking away or the one being walked away from, you’re heart would still be broken.