Lost and found, only to get lost again….

Howdy Aidan, I’ve been reading through my past posts and I found a strange entry that I’m not likely to write, but who else would’ve wrote it but me. It’s entitled “What’s Love Got to do“. During those times I was really down, I felt so helpless and frustration nearly got the better of me. If you happened to read my entry entitles “Who are you??” you might have guessed that I was feeling lost that time. I was really confused too, because of two important people in my life. Then, a month after that I met someone who cheered me up, we became so close that we shared almost anything about our lives. Do you remember Panda? That’s the person I’m talking about. I felt not exactly free but I’ve known myself better. It was like being lost for awhile and getting found. We’re happy when we’re together, we could spend a day or two talking without getting tired to the extent that we hardly notice the time. But now, things have gotten so complicated that I have this great fear of losing that someone completely. I know you’re listening to me Aidan, what am I supposed to do at bittersweetcollide moments like this? I know that we can’t have anything more than what we have now, but how I wish things were different. Now, the only thing I could say is, “If only…”

: where ends meet and bitter sweet collide :