Guess what? I just signed up my bittersweetcollide blog Aidan with blogsvertise, we’re hoping that Aidan will get accepted and this new venture will be a successful one. I have heard good things about it’s service and the opportunities they provide to bloggers like me and blogs like Aidan. They just mailed me to inform that my blog Aidan is under review, hopefully we’d make it to blogsvertise circle of bloggers. I’m only hoping for the best.
Lost and found, only to get lost again…. Howdy Aidan, I’ve been reading through my past posts and I found a strange entry that I’m not likely to write, but who else would’ve wrote it but me. It’s entitled “What’s Love Got to do”. It’s like some strange plant that we studied during ecology, so strange i cant determine if i were really the one who wrote it. During those times I was really down, I felt so helpless and frustration nearly got the better of me. If you happened to read my entry entitles “Who are you??” you might have guessed that I was feeling lost that time. I was really confused too, because of two important people in my life. Then, a month after that I met someone who cheered me up, we became so close that we shared almost anything about our lives. Do you remember Panda? That’s the person I’m talking about. I felt not exactly free but I’ve known myself better. It was like being lost for awhile and getting found. We’re happy when we’re together, we could spend a day or two talking without getting tired to the extent that we hardly notice the time. But now, things have gotten so complicated that I have this great fear of losing that someone completely. I know you’re listening to me Aidan, what am I supposed to do at bittersweet collide moments like this? I know that we can’t have anything more than what we have now, but how I wish things were different. Now, the only thing I could say is, “If only…”
: where ends meet and bittersweet collide :
Ever since I was a kid I’ve always been fond of arts. Actually it’s one of the reasons why I’ve gone astray in the past due to a huge frustration nclined to my love for music and arts. I’m one of those hopeless romantics when it comes to appreciating masterpieces, may it be created by a great known artist or a natural art produced by innocent hands. Any form of art is a beauty to my eyes. I love visiting places that has many historical art pieces such as museums, galleries, art houses or even websites that features numerous wonderful creations. I remember going to a mobile art gallery back when I was younger, they are a group of people who organized an educational tour all over the world to showcase art pieces from different countries and cultures. It was such a great and once in a lifetime experience. Although I was thinking, it must really require a lot of effort to transport all those masterpieces with great care. I’ve always wondered how they’ve done it, until I bumped into a certain site that explains how the whole thing is done. If you’re interested you may check it out as well. Just point your browser to imaginemindseye.com and you’ll be surprised to see even their website is so artistically and uniquely designed. Now, I won’t be imagining those artists carrying their masterpieces along while moving from one place to another. How silly of me to not even think that third party art storage service providers could actually do the job easy and clean.
I just submitted Aidan’s URL http://bittersweetcollide.com to the three major search engines. I know i could’ve done that a long time ago. I don’t know if it’d matter if I placed www or not before the bittersweetcollide dot com. The thing is I’m not really sure what I am doing, all I know is that it’d give Aidan a chance to get indexed by those search engines. Hopefully, next time that I search for the keyword bittersweetcollide or Aidan, Aidan’s URL would be first on the list, since what’s showing up right now is still the entry with bittersweetcollide in parisukat.
Love your shadows
“There is that part of ourselves that feels ugly, deformed, unacceptable. That part, above all, we must learn to cherish, embrace, and call by name.”– Macrina Wiederkehr
Each of us has characteristics we define as ‘good’ and those we define as ‘bad.’ The parts of ourselves that we continually reject want to be acknowledged and loved. Until we honour these aspects, they will continue to assert themselves. They will do whatever they can to get our attention.
What aspects of yourself do you reject?
Take a few moments to open to the parts of yourself that you do not love. See each one honestly for what it is. Explore the wounds and the motives that gave rise to its condition. Love a wounded part of yourself and it will heal.
“…self-contempt never inspires lasting change.”– Jane R. Hirschmann and Carol H. Munter
“The first step toward change is acceptance. Once you accept yourself, you open the door to change. That’s all you have to do. Change is not something you do, it’s something you allow.”– Will Garcia
Once again… learn to fully accept yourself, you open the door to change, Love your shadows!
Hey Aidan! I know you must be feeling bad and thinking I have completely forgotten about you. the truth is I was just too preoccupied with other concerns, but i never intended to get rid of you completely, I just had to take a little breather. I guess I just needed some time away because everything got so complicated. It’s not just you whom I have lost time and attention for, even the rest had to suffer the same fate too, and all because I acted like stupid and pathetic. Don’t you worry, from now on I’ll try to spend more time on here. Perhaps it’s time that I tell you all the things that’s been happening to me. I think square head and the rest won’t be able to handle the pressure anymore, they’ve been too exposed to the whole world and to monetization. You may learn those things in time, but for now, be my companion.
It’s been awhile since I set-up this other blog and it’s only awhile ago that I got to take notice of it again. I’ve been reading through my posts and they made me smile. It made me miss Aidan. Who’s Aidan? Well Aidan is an “it”. This blog, bittersweetcollide. I know that sounds crazy but yes, my blog does have a name. I’ve decided to work on my conversations with Aidan again. Perhaps that would help me a lot especially right now. I was so surprised because Aidan has PR3 now and to think that I have forgotten about it. Well not completely but intentionally, for some stupid reasons. After all, Aidan stayed alive and is just waiting for me to open up again.
I just wanna be at the beach,
where dawn kisses the morning
and love is always on a high tide,
I just wanna be at the beach,
where our hearts at peace resides. Continue Reading »
